"I like relationships and I like flesh" declared punk icon and one-time sex worker Kathy Acker when asked about cybersex. Called an outlaw writer by the New York Times, Acker was a contradictory figure. With her close-cropped hair, tattoos and piercings, she made SM and biting political satire part of her oeuvre. Her sexually explicit writing, which challenged assumptions of gender roles and sexuality, was banned in many countries. Barbara Caspar creatively captures Acker's life, from her wild early years in New York City to her untimely death from breast cancer in 1997. The film is filled with interviews with friends, figures from the era's punk world and young girls who speak about Acker's influence on them. There is also animation, graphic text and reenactments of her bestseller Blood and Guts in High School. Acker lived on her own terms till the very end. Caspar captures her spirit, her controversies and her ongoing influence on the riot grrrl scene.

How did you decide on this subject matter?
I read Kathy Acker when I was 17 or 18 years old, it was an important discovery and left a strong impact. She was so explicit (politically & sexually) in articulating the world around her, and her feelings and desires. Beyond emotional, her work was very intellectual and referred to literary classics I had read in school. Essentially, she had re-written male literary history and gave it a female perspective. Others, who have read her work have commented that she doesn’t shrink from diving into the darker side of being human. Darker but not meaning the wrong side of being human. Since Kathy's work had not been covered by literary history, it was a challenge to buy her books in a regular book shop. I wanted to find out who the woman behind this books was and thus decided to do this film.

What was your main objective in making this film?

I wanted to make a film that mirrored both the writer and her work. I wanted to get people interested in reading her work again and discussing the issues she raised both in her life and in her work.

What were the toughest challenges you faced?

Financing and establishing a coherent narrative that accurately portraits both Kathy as a person, as well as her books.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film?

To find out that other women felt represented in the film and to learn that it was thought provoking to both men and women. It was rewarding to see how the film questioned the audience and made them think about perceived ways of understanding and relating to the world around them. Premiering the film in Rotterdam was a fine reward too.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they be?
punk, poetic, radical

 

What makes someone decide to hit the road and join a carnival troupe?

It's a lifestyle of little stability, dismal pay and tiring work yet it offers much appeal and perhaps a glorified romantic way out for many people.

Inspired by the stories of wandering carnys, and the beautiful imagery captured in Virginia Lee Hunter's book, CARNY AMERICANA ON THE MIDWAY, Director Alison Murray follows the lives of a handful of eccentric characters and documents their reasons for taking to the road and finding a new family of clowns, ride operators, hot dog stand owners and other sorted members of the carnival.

Behind the bright lights, whizzing sounds and merriment, there are dark tales of difficult pasts, perplexing presents and the story of hope that comes with each new destination. Haunting, heartbreaking and very humanizing, Murray captures the lives of carnys in a dignified and poignant way.

~ Jen McNeely

How did you decide on this subject matter?


Stills photographer Virginia Lee Hunter approached me with the mock up of her new book CARNY AMERICANA ON THE MIDWAY; she had spent ten years photographing and interviewing carnys. When I saw her photos and read the interviews we agreed it be great to make a doc. Virginia and I had met at the Hobo Convention years earlier when I was shooting my doc about trainhopping.

What was your main objective in making this film?

To understand why people choose to work for a travelling carnival.

What were the toughest challenges you face?

Not puking whilst filming on fairground rides.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film?


Gaining the trust of our carny subjects, usually quite a wary and closed bunch.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they be?


Thrills Spills and Chills!

Carny Screenings:

Saturday April 19th - 9:45 PM, Royal Cinema

Monday April 21st - 11:55 PM, Bloor Cinema

Tuesday April 22nd - 9:30 PM, Innis Town Hall

The frank testimonials of six female Israeli soldiers pack a powerful emotional punch. The young women revisit their tours of duty in the occupied territories with surprising honesty and strip bare stereotypes of gender differences in the military. No information seems to be off-limits. The former soldiers share shocking moments of negligence, flippancy, immaturity and power-tripping. The psychological transformation that these young women underwent as a result of military service is both upsetting and riveting. The culture of war transforms people: personalities change, moral codes are subverted, values are supplanted and masks are constructed to dull the pain of what they did and didn't do in uniform. To See if I'm Smiling illustrates how the trauma of war alters personalities and behaviour, and raises questions about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Does military service create more anger, resentment and disagreement, or does it inspire understanding and empathy? Does it propagate or deter hostilities?
-Angie Driscoll

How did you decide on this subject matter?

I myself served in the occupied territories during the First Intifada. It was an experience that left me with many unresloved questions. This film was an answer to my need to try and deal with these questions.

What was your main objective in making this film?

My main objective in the film was communicating to the world what it means serving in the territories as part of the Israeli army. When I was in the army I had a feeling that if I would be able to communicate what is really going on there, the occupation would stop. People would not allow this situation to continue if they really understood it. It is a very naive thought, I know, but that's what it felt like. Today, years after my service, I still feel the need to express this cry. And it is only with the help of the women who participated in the film and their ability to describe their emotions, (which is something I believe women do very well), that I finally managed to express a cry that was appropriately powerful and fierce .

What were the toughest challenges you faced?

The toughest challenges I faced in this film was finding women who would be brave enough to share their stories. Most of the stories are of a kind one would prefer to keep to him/herself, incidents where you failed morally, where you disappointed yourself. It was obvious that the women who were telling these stories would be criticized and judged  for the way they acted, and the actions they were involved in.  Definitely, finding women who were willing to share their stories, for a film that would be broadcasted on TV for all their friends, relatives to see- was one of the most difficult challenges.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film?

There are many rewarding results.  One of the most rewarding screenings I had was for an Arab audience. I was very anxious to screen this kind of film in front of them and their response surprised me. They were very moved and could identify and feel for the girls who served in the Israeli army as occupiers! The fact that they, the main victims of the occupation could feel for the otherside gave me a lot of hope. Another rewarding experience was being invited to screen the film in the Israeli Parliament. Screening this film for politicians meant a lot to me. The girls who participated in the film were there as well (in the parliament) and there was a real discussion about the situation.  Although we did not manage to bring peace to the Middle East yet, the feeling of making some kind of difference was certainly rewarding in itself, even if it is on a very small scale. Also extremeley rewarding is my relationship with the women in the film, and between them. We didn't know each other before the film, and today we share a very strong bond, that is very meaningful to me. We managed to do something good with these awful experiences, and that is the most rewarding feeling.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they  be?

I have to think of the women in the film, and the words that come to mind when I think of them are intimate, honest and brave.

To See If I'm Smiling Screenings:

Wednesday April 23, 9:15 PM - Al Green Theatre
Sunday April 27, 1:00 PM - Bloor Cinema

In January 2003, 21-year-old Rosa Estela Olera Jiménez, an illegal immigrant from Mexico working as a nanny in Austin, Texas, is brought to trial for the homicide of 21-month-old Bryan Guttierez, a young boy who died under mysterious circumstances while in her care. The prosecution is relentless in its demonization of Jiménez, a soft-spoken mother of two who was working to one day buy her mother a house and build a better life for herself in the land of opportunity. With a sweeping, lyrical focus, the film encompasses the obstacles, prejudices and Sisyphean struggles faced by many Mexican migrant workers who leave their lives behind to pursue the American dream. A powerful and heart-wrenching documentary, My Life Inside alternates between tense courtroom drama and moving personal profile, providing a cautionary tale about the experience of outsiders in the United States.

How did you decide on this subject matter?

I wanted to talk about Mexican women living in the U nited States, and share their stories, their difficulties, and their lives in prision. I wanted to shed light on the dark side of the American dream.

What was your main objective in making this film?

To make a documentary about the way that M exican women live in prison in the United States, and explain why they are in prison. I also wanted to show the conditions and things that surround the decisions that prompt Mexicans to go to the US without papers and what they confront as a result.

What were the toughest challenges you faced?

Finding the information about the women in prision , shooting Rosa´s trial and the e diting process ; I shot many hours of footage.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film?

I started the investigation of My life I nside seven years ago, it was really hard to get the information of the Mexican women in prision, but when I got access everything went really well in the matter of production. It was hard to shoot the trial, everyday was difficult emotionally,but it made me stronger. Meeting Rosa and having the opportunity to interview her and her family, made this movie possible . It was a long proccess, but I learn ed a lot about documentary filmmaking and about telling hard and true stories of human lives. Of course knowing that maybe your movie can help people is also very rewarding.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they be? Strong, honest, direct.

My Life Inside Screenings:

Friday April 25th, Isabel Bader Theatre - 9:30 PM
Sunday April 27th, Innis Town Hall - 6:45 PM

Jennifer Baichwal’s films shed light to the corners of the world that we may otherwise never know. The subject matter she chooses to document offers us valuable insight, new perspectives and forces us to think about difficult and uncomfortable issues that undoubtedly prompt tough ethical and environmental questions. Perhaps most importantly, her work shines a spotlight on our own behaviour and forces us to carefully examine our actions and values.  

Although she has accomplished several films, the two notable being; The True Meaning of Pictures: Shelby Lee Adams’ Appalachia and Manufactured Landscapes. To say these films will move you would be an understatement. If you haven’t been privy to Jennifer Baichwal’s films; expect to be shaken to the core.  

Shelby Lee Adams is one of America’s most controversial contemporary photographers. He grew up in the Appalachian mountains of Kentucky, and focuses his work on capturing the poverty that exists amongst small remote communities and families that live there. He is often accused of stereotyping his subjects as incestual and backwards.  

The film examines the questions that swirl around objectivity and the role and responsibility of a documentary photographer. Baichwal captures the points of view from both the families being photographed as well as anthropologists, revered art critics and gallery owners in the high brow art and media world. It is a haunting, revealing and endearing film that will linger in your mind for a long time. .  

To tackle this issue with the medium of film and in the form of a documentary filmmaker, is a complicated challenge and raises much debate amongst general audiences and communication theorists alike. I asked Baichwal what her stance was on the role of a documentary filmmaker ensuring objectivity, and she bluntly answered, “That’s bull shit. Anybody living in the 20th century knows that it is completely impossible to be totally objective…but that’s not to say that truth isn’t real. There is a difference between objectivity and truth. At its best, documentary film is about the truth. It’s about reality in a complex way.”  

Like The True Meaning of Pictures, Manufactured Landscapes examines the work of another famous contemporary photographer, Edward Burtynsky. Burtynsky is famous for his photographs of landscapes around the world that have been altered by human technology and manufacturing; mine sites, factories, treatment plants and wastelands. Specifically, Manufactured Landscapes examines towns and cities in China and Indonesia that are entirely devoted to manufacturing consumer goods, be it computer chips, cell phones, toys or steel. Catastrophic and devastating, Burtynsky’s work, and Baichwal’s film awaken us to the sickening and enormous reality of our mass consumption.  

I ask if the representation of objectivity through the lens is the reason why Baichwal is drawn to the art of photography as subject matter: 

“I have always been interested in art, partly because the meaning in art is irreducible, it can’t be paraphrased. When you are thinking about questions of identity and ethics academically, in a psychological context or a humanitarian context, it takes on a specific type of task. The irreducible nature of art is what intrigues me as all those big questions can be paraphrased, and you are encouraged to do that. Art has a capacity to answer questions about meaning in life in a way that is intellectual, emotional and visceral, instead of just intellectually. That’s why Burtynsky’s work is so interesting to me – how can it awake such a visceral, self reflection of our impact on the planet.”  

At this point in our conversation, I can’t help but wish Jennifer Baichwal had been the professor for the documentary film class I took in University. Surprisingly, she reveals that she never went to film school, rather studied philosophy and theology. Reflecting on her beginnings of a filmmaker, she does not view the absence of film school as a fault, but an asset. 

“I think you can become intimidated by experience some times instead of encouraged by it. History should be empowering you to act versus making you question every move. I learned by doing and talking to filmmakers.” 

So how does one begin the enormous feat of documentary film that deals with such huge questions and issues? I ask Baichwal if she starts working on a film with an overall objective, or if the purpose and meaning of a film comes through the creative process? 

“Always both. You always have to start with a plan. Some documentaries start with a script, a shooting script that is. They do most of their work in the pre production and planning phase. We begin working on a film by doing a lot of research around the subject and then we formulate a plan, a rough structure – then we go into the situation and respond to the situation. You have a plan, but you have to be ready to abandon that plan at any given time.”  

The last point in her response to my question; you have a plan, but you have to be ready to abandon that plan at any given time, has resonated strongly with me over the past week. It is a simple, yet very wise statement that applies to not just film, but everything.  

Baichwal continues: 

“If you have such a rigid idea of what you need, you won’t see what’s in front of you. On the other hand if you are totally open to everything then it’s too much you fall into arbitrariness. Shooting for us is an existential stance, a way of being in the world at the moment. Editing is about finding the story and it can take a pretty long time.” 

Anyone who has tried to make a film, narrative or documentary, knows that it is far more complicated than simply shooting. Beyond all the skills required in pre-production, shooting and post – what will raise a documentary filmmaker’s work from substantial to extreme significance will be their intrinsic personal skills.  

Referring back to my first question and Baichwal’s response, if a film can not achieve total objectivity but can capture the truth of reality, how does one achieve truth? 

She admits that it was a process of discovery but that empathy and kindness is the key.  

“You can be kind while being critical; kindness is the key to finding the truth in a situation.” 

With great efforts, intellect and talent – and through all her films, Baichwal has unveiled truth on newly learned realities. With all this work that raises so many questions and opens the flood gates on globally impacting issues – what does she hope to achieve through an audience? A loaded question; she answers honestly and without trepidation: 

“I think I would want it to open people’s perspectives about the world. Acknowledging the complexity of reality is important. All of our films live in that place, where there is no easy resolution. The more open you become the more tolerant you are.” 

With so many achievements to choose from, what is she most proud of? 

“At this stage in my life I’m proud that I’m a good mother and that I can do my work at the same time. I’ve worked out a balance. The children are happy and content but I can also achieve something in my work “ 

If not traveling the world making films and given a free Saturday in the city to play, how does Jennifer Baichwal like to spend her time?  

“My favourite type of day is when I don’t have to get in the car, and I’m simply being a part of my neighbourhood with my family. We can have breakfast at a local spot, go to the park, maybe visit friends around the corner or walk to Christie Pitts. For me, the community and local flavour of our life is very important. I like being in my neighbourhood – my backyard. If I’m not traveling, my universe exists within a five block radius. 

So while Jennifer Baichwal may exist in the five blocks surrounding Dupont and Bathurst, her films are shifting the mindsets and values of people all over the world. She embodies the concept of ‘Live Locally, Think Globally.’ 

I will not forget my conversation with Jennifer Baichwal, like I will not forget about the woman in China sitting in an enormous factory, spending fourteen hour days producing the internal gadgets that go into my computer, which I have already begun to view as outdated.  

 

Director Pietra Brettkelly follows internationally acclaimed contemporary artist, Vanessa Beecroft on her journey to war torn Sudan. The Art Star and Sudanese Twins is the story of Vanessa's representation of the Sudanese culture through art, her efforts and challenges surrounding foreign adoption. The themes intertwine and raise several political debates and ethical questions.

The film carefully examines the relationships between the high end NYC art world with a small South Sudan village as well as motherless Sudanese twins to Vanessa's birth children; difficult comparisons that provoke uncomfortable but important thought and discourse.

Director Pietra Brettkelly has created an extraordinarily multi-layered and powerful film that forces us to think about the roles and responsibilities of artists, mothers and privileged North American citizens.

-Jen McNeely

An Interview with Director Pietra Brettkelly:

How did you decide on this subject matter?

I first met Vanessa Beecroft in February 2006 in South Sudan.  I was filming a documentary on landmines and in particular a new zealander working as a de-miner, handling the remnants of battle left after Africa's longest running civil war.  Vanessa had been drawn initially to Sudan with a need to understand the Darfur situation, and was beginning the process of adopting the twins she'd been breastfeeding at the local orphanage.

After my team and I departed for the Ethiopian border, and she and her team returned to New York where she lived, I contacted her wanting to document the adoption.

Six weeks after we first met, we were again back in Africa, this time meeting in Nairobi before boarding a charter flight through Lokichokio and into Rumbek, South Sudan.  

But international adoptions was a subject that had interested me for a while.  I was also in the middle of a two-year two-part documentary on an international adoption of a Romanian child.  

What was your main objective in making this film?

Initially it was to discuss the issue of international adoptions, whether this was how we in the west, in the so-called 'privileged' society should be handling the situation of numerous parentless children.  I was keen to talk also the situation in developing countries where some of these children did actually have parents, but so desperate was their situation that giving their children up for adoption could be seen as an opportunity for the child and sometimes the extended family.  

But of course once I started to realise and understand who Vanessa Beecroft was the film shifted into a much more multi-layered story.

What were the toughest challenges you faced?

You name it, its there in this film.  From filming in a country where we had to try and slip in and out of without always the proper documentation, to filming a lot of scenes in another language that neither I nor my cameraman understood, to finance.  In New Zealand with such a small population and therefore limited funding opportunities, there isn't support for international films not about New Zealanders.  But I knew that this was an opportunity to broach the subject of international adoptions in a country still raw from war.  I leapt into the self-funding abyss and thereby the uncertainty all that entails – when is the conclusion, who is my audience, is it a feature film or a commercial one hour documentary?

I part owned a Sony HDV camera and some sound equipment and managed to buy Director of Photography Jake Bryant's and my flights on airpoints that I'd saved.  We flew from New Zealand to Australia to Dubai to Nairobi, exhausted but charged by a return to the beautiful, stark strength of sub-saharan Africa.    

We filmed with Vanessa in Rumbek, South Sudan for two weeks.  Some days she concentrated on her artwork and others the adoption.  Often Jake and I grappled with what our film was about.   It was becoming more and more apparent that as her gallerist Jeffrey Deitch would later tell me, with Vanessa there is no boundary between life and art.  

I realised I couldn't make a film about the adoption without including her art.  But to what extent?

Those who know Vanessa realise she is somebody whopushes boundaries and some days were difficult, not only because of her intentions with her art and the adoption, but because this was a country still grappling with its place in peace.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film?

To even complete a film like this is a reward in itself.  To then get the passionate positive responses from Vanessa and the others involved, and the audience at Sundance was incredible.  And then to be honoured with the Best Editing award at Sundance 2008.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they

be? For me experiencing making this film, for the story itself and the wonder that is Sudan and its people, and for the enlightenment I got from observing Vanessa Beecroft  - Struggle, Reward, Pride.

Art Star and the Sudanese Twins Screenings:

Monday April 21, 9:45 PM Alliance Cumberland Cinemas

Thursday April 24, 1:30 PM Alliance Cumberland Cinemas

Sunday April 27, 9:00 PM Bloor Cinema

Hoarding is a disease that affects millions of North Americans. Essentially, a person with this illness will gather and save found items – whether they be trinkets from a garage sale, old newspapers, clothing, food wrapping, tools or toys - to feel connected. Their living space will gradually get taken over, to the point where it is uninhabitable and hazardous to their health.

Director Cynthia Lester's mother has hoarding disease; my Mother's Garden is the story of her mother's battle and also a story of a family coming together to help her condition, as it reaches an alarming degree.

The film depicts the physical process of de-junking the house, but also shows the mental process of a mother and daughter trying to understand each other and heal a relationship.

Cynthia's film is an incredibly courageous documentation of a difficult personal and family struggle.

-Jen McNeely

Q&A with Director Cynthia Lester

What was your main objective in making this film?

My main objective was actually to not make the film but to help my mom and the family, documenting the process came second actually. I just focused on what the crisis was that the family was going through, documenting how hard it is for a disenfranchised family to come together and work together on a task that was already impossible, let alone be in the same room together. I think we surprised ourselves that we actually made a good team and accomplished something huge! It just shows you how much potential there is in family and how strong the bond of love is even though we grew up in chaos. Also, my objective was to raise awareness about the issues of growing up poor and what my mother had to do to survive in America and how her hoarding disorder took over. I thought there wasnt any exposure in media about how i grew up so i wanted to make sure my voice and my life was recognized in hopes that others could maybe relate and seek refuge or at least get a glimpse into a world that has not been publicized much.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film? 

Now that my mother is in a better place, she can actually be the mother that I need when times are hard for me or my brothers. I recently went through a big transition in my life and my mother was there for me and that meant a lot. I think that's what I was searching for all these years, so in a way helping my mom was necessary to help myself deal with a lot of issues from my childhood.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they be?

Family, patience, and love.

My Mother's Garden Screenings:

Monday April 21, 9:15 PM – Al Green Theatre

Wednesday April 23, 1:30 PM – Alliance Cumberland Cinemas

Falling in love with the wrong person can have devastating repercussions for Mohawks on the Kahnawake reserve in Quebec. Award-winning director Tracey Deer takes a courageous look at her home community, raising questions of identity, history and tradition through the lives of four inspiring Mohawk women. With warmth, depth and humour, stories unfold about the heartbreaking costs of "marrying out" of their Mohawk Nation, the challenges faced by kids of mixed backgrounds, and the conflict between love and preserving the fabric of their community. Having children with the men they love can mean forfeiting their offspring's legal native status, including the right to live with their families on the reserve. The film doesn't flinch from the history of Canada's racist and sexist government policy, including the brutal force used against them during the Oka Crisis in 1990. A groundbreaking film and a powerful story of the triumph of love and the human spirit.
-Lynne Fernie

How did you decide on this subject matter?

The film looks at an issue that is very controversial in my community, as well as in many Native and cultural communities across Canada, so I grew up entrenched in it.  The "characters" in the film are all people I love very much and this issue affects them all in different ways.  The subject matter chose me, not the other way around.

 What was your main objective in making this film?

First, I wanted to bring humanity back to this idea of "belonging" and "identity" because, over the years, these words have evolved into abstract political concepts in our communities.  Second, I hope the film provides perspective on what we've become and really makes us think, as Native people, if this is the path we want to continue following. And finally, I hope it broadens the Canadian public's understanding of the Native world and its complexities.

What were the toughest challenges you faced?

The people in the film believed in me from the very start.  Their courage to put themselves on the front lines of such a controversial issue was overwhelming to me throughout the process.  My biggest challenge was on a personal level, grappling with my responsibility as a filmmaker to properly tell their stories and worrying about the consequences they could face for their participation.

What is the most rewarding result from the making of your film?

I feel really honoured to have been given so much trust from the people in the film.  If I have been able to properly utilize that honesty so that an audience member can leave the film with a new perspective or feeling - that is always the most rewarding aspect of filmmaking for me.

If you had to use three words to describe your film, what would they be?

Personal, Universal, Emotional

CLUB NATIVE Screenings:

Friday April 18, 6:30 PM @ THE BLOOR

Sunday April 20, 2:15 PM @ THE ROM